Isaiah
58: 9-14
Today’s
Old Testament lesson is about Jerusalem
after the Babylonian Exile.
After
40 years of captivity,
the Jews had returned to find the walls of the city torn
down,
which made them afraid the same way we
might be
if we lived in a bad
neighborhood and the door was missing.
The
Temple was destroyed.
So
they had a major problem with their worship space. It was rubble.
If
they didn’t worship in the Temple,
they did not think they could flourish
or succeed
agriculturally, economically, or
militarily.
So they set out to rebuild the City
but it wasn’t going well.
The
capital fund drive flopped.
People
were squabbling with each other,
blaming and blame shifting, left and
right.
They
felt poor -- and the poorest among them,
the am
ha-aretz, the people of the land,
were a burden on the better off folks.
It
wasn’t that the better off folks were stingy or greedy.
They
were just afraid.
They
were financially, militarily, and spiritually insecure.
They
didn’t have enough army, enough police, enough wall,
enough Temple, enough anything.
Scarcity
and fear were the hallmarks of the day.
So
they hunkered down. They pinched their pennies.
They
adopted a fortress mentality -- suspicious of outsiders
and even of each other.
Then
along came a prophet with this surprising message from God.
“If
you want to restore your City, you gotta do it different.
You
are going about it all wrong.
Here’s
how it’s done:
If
you remove the yoke from among you . . .
if
you offer your food to the hungry,
and satisfy the needs of the afflicted,
then
your light will rise in the darkness
and your gloom be like noonday.”
They
were looking at the construction costs
and seeing there just wasn’t enough
money
in the building fund.
So
God said, “Not a problem. Here’s what you do.
Take some of that money in your building fund
and put it in outreach.
You
don’t have enough construction workers on the wall project?
Send
a few of them over to tutor the children of the am ha-aretz,
the poor folk.”
“Just
do it,” God said, “and watch what happens.
Your
ancient ruins shall be rebuilt,
you shall raise up the foundation of
many generations,
you
shall be called the repairer of the breach,
the restorer of streets to live in.”
God
is saying something completely counter-intuitive.
He
is saying when you feel like you don’t have enough,
take some of what you’ve got and give
it away.
Poverty
is the occasion for generosity.
It
doesn’t make any sense at all does it?
That’s
because God doesn’t play by our rules.
God
also said through Isaiah,
“My thoughts are not your thoughts,
nor your ways my ways.
As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my thoughts higher than your
thoughts
and my ways higher than your ways.”
God
says that at the deep down core of things,
when you get to realest possible level
of real,
the take it to the bank truth of life,
everything we think we know is wrong.
It’s
wrong because everything we think we know
is based on fear and scarcity.
Our
basic assumption is that life is a zero sum game.
There
isn’t enough of it to go around.
But
God says “not so.”
“I
came that you might have life and that you might have it abundantly,”
Jesus told us.
Life
isn’t something to be seized by fang and claw.
It’s
a gift to be received in faith,
and the test of faith is generosity,
the courage, when we don’t have enough,
to give away some of what we
have.
Crazy,
of course. In some spiritual traditions,
they call it “crazy wisdom.”
There
are churches that live like that.
Last
year as I was at the budget meeting of a congregation.
They
adopted a deficit budget without blinking an eye.
Then
they began expressing their concerns.
They
had heard some other congregations were struggling
and they wanted to help.
They
got an unexpected gift and they sent it to a local ministry.
We
sent them their assessment rebate.
They
gave it to St. Jude’s Ranch For Children.
You
just can’t help some people.
It
is a leap into the dark, an exercise in faith.
It
is a leap into God’s ways, a trusting in God’s gift.
It’s
like exhaling in the faith that the air will still be there
so we can inhale again.
Crazy
like that.
But
you know that crazy congregation somehow
manages to pay the light bill,
and they just bought some additional
land.
How
do they do it?
They
don’t. It’s a God thing.
It’s
exciting to see congregations walk by faith
because that’s the only way we can walk
into the Kingdom Mission;
and
the Kingdom Mission is the only thing that makes life count.
So
in itself the faithfulness of a church is a good thing.
It
gives God a chance to demonstrate God’s faithfulness.
But
the best thing about it is a faithful congregation
teaches its people how to live faithfully.
It
doesn’t just talk about faith and trust.
It
shows us what they look like.
Such
congregations teach the art of breathing.
You
have to breathe out all the way so you can breathe back in.
One
basic thing I’ve noticed about living churches and living people:
They
breathe – in and out.
The
heart of being a Christian is living by faith instead of fear,
by God’s ways instead of human ways.
When
we are baptized or confirmed or received,
we make a life commitment.
We
take our stand on this earth as believers.
To
believe means to invest our trust.
We
don’t just say, “I believe that God exists.”
That’s
just an opinion.
An
opinion and $1.85 will get you a tall coffee at Starbucks.
We
say “I believe in God the Father. I believe in Jesus.
I believe in the Holy Spirit.”
I
jump out of this burning building of mortal life
because I believe they are holding the
net.
I
know a young man in another of our churches,
who carefully calculates the church’s
value to him
-- it’s the difference between his kids’ tuition at our camp
and the tuition at
a comparable private camp –
then
he gives that amount to the church at the end of the year
after he makes sure all his other
obligations are paid first.
And
God says,
“My thoughts are not your thoughts,
nor your ways my ways.
My measures of worth are not your measures of worth,
My measures of worth are not your measures of worth,
nor your calculations my calculations.”
Brothers and sisters,
you are in a time of discernment.
You
are discerning who you are called to be,
what part you are called to play in the
Kingdom Mission,
and who will best provide the
leadership for that calling.
I
cannot answer any of those questions.
But
God can and God will.
“The
Lord will guide you continually
and satisfy your needs in parched
places
and you shall be like a watered garden,
like a water spring
whose waters never fail.”